I am the sole provider for my family. A little over 2 years ago I
started to have panic attacks out of nowhere while I was driving. I
have been to at least 5 psychiatrist and I am going to have to
reapply for social security. I was denied the first time. I have 5
children. My oldest son is 9, daughter is 6, daughter is 4,
daughter is 3, and our newest son is 7 months old. My 6 year old
has health issues and today we go to the cardiologist to find out
what is going on with her heart. Last night our 7 month old was put
on breathing treatments. My husband can't work because of my panic
attacks so I started to get into direct sales to make money. I see
so many people that are able to recruit, they have sales, they are
making money. I am out there. I work through my panic attacks and I
market myself. I use my printer to make my own type of business
cards. I am not tech savvy so I can't make anything like a blog,
even when wordpress and such are fairly easy. I don't know how to
add buttons..etc. I guess my wish is that I had the ability to draw
in this crowd of people that love the products I sell as much as I
do. I wish that I could have my life back so I can drive again. I
wish that I could reach a broader audience than relying on my
facebook page to reach fans. My paycheck this month (on the 10th)
will be less than 30.00. How do I pay 300 in rent, 380.00 in
propane, 176.00 in water, 150 in electric, gas to go to a bazillion
dr. appointments for my daughter, and still survive with 30.00? I
am at my breaking point. Before the panic attacks, I was this
outgoing no limitations person. I am not that person anymore. I am
working my business mostly from a computer because people can't see
me and they can't see my anxiety. Life sucks right now! I can take
a bootcamp course for marketing to help sales for 100.00 but I
can't even come up with that. I can hold a party at a restaurant
but I need stock to do that! I can't afford that! I need help but I
wont give up. EVER!
