I am a struggling married mom of twins doing my best to get by. Every time I think i'm 2 steps ahead I get kicked 5 steps backwards..literally..three years ago when I joined this site it was because I was really down and out. I planned to find a hero and when I got back on my feet I could be someone else's hero. Three years later and here I am still struggling and probably worse now than I was then and haven't got to help someone else on here in need. My husband is disabled and I am the only one bringing income in. I work full time and on top of it I have a lot of mental health problems. Borderline personality disorder.. bipolar disorder..anxiety disorder..major depressive disorder and post traumatic stress disorder. Just about every day is a struggle and i'm just so sick and tired of being sick and tired. I never thought i'd resort to online 'begging'..I hope one day everything will be okay...in the meantime I just try to hang in there the best I can and take life day by day. I am thankful to have the most amazing 4 year old boys in the world...without them I don't know where i'd be in this life.